Usually, I am a buzzy bee from (relatively) when I wake up to when I’m just too damned tired to hold my eyes open at night.
The thing that has got me down with this mono is that I usually have this internal strength that I can call on, no matter what, to get things done.
I try to tap into that well, and it’s as dry as the Sahara.
For me, this is completely unfamiliar and very, very weird. I’ve dozed off probably 3-4 times since I started this entry.
It’s hard to go from being a spitfire with a drive and determination to get the job done to barely being able to finish a simple blog entry.
I still want to do things, but I’m just physically unable.
I don’t like it one bit.