I don’t feel like I sleep enough lately. I’m tired. All the time. I’m not sure if it’s stress or if it’s something else.
I’m trying to look forward to Vegas – I think I’m going to have to sell quite a bit on eBay.. and I need to call unemployment. I’m not even really gambling or doing a lot – I just want to make sure I have enough to eat and have fun with.
I would like a job so I can put back money. I can pay my bills on what I make right now. But I don’t like the idea anymore of living paycheck to paycheck.
I don’t know. I feel that if I could actually get tired enough to drop off to sleep instead of have constant rolling panic attacks, I could sleep better.
I’d feel better overall if I quit having panic attacks in general. Just tired of them. I hate them.
I think if I could get to where i want to be right now, I’d be better off.
why is that so damned hard?