And I am being very superficial right now.
See… I have a lot of hairs on this head. A lot. I have very very thick hair. (ignore the shiny silver ones.)
It gets – very – heavy if I do not keep it trimmed and thinned/layered regularly.
It’s been almost 4 months since I got anything done with it. It really really needs it. I don’t like looking scruffy. (ignore the fact that quite often it’s just tied back or with a hair clip anyway).
I.. just can’t justify paying for it. And this bothers me.
I guess looking at my unemployment, seeing that next week (provided I get no more, which I’m not sure where all my paperwork is currently), I might get $3, and that could end any support? (it shouldn’t. I’ve only been on it a year and I believe there are 3 more tiers I can exhaust)
It’s very very sad/scary to me, somewhat, that I still can’t find a job, and it’s been a year.
A lot of my friends ask me what I want for the holidays.
Honestly? Help me find a job. I don’t know. I hate asking for things that are not necessities. I’d love money so I can get new glasses (the ones I overpaid for last year are already breaking and it is not an option to NOT have them). I’d like to be able to go to the dentist (just to keep my teeth okay). I’d feel better if people would donate money to places that I wish I could donate money to instead of get -me- things.
Yes, I have amazon lists and the like, but I’m in a thing in my head at the moment when I am.. well. I love things. I really do.
But, I have a goal in mind. A goal to get me somewhere better, and (in my mind) much more grown up. And I can’t do it without saving money.
So.. I hope my friends understand I’m trying to save money. I hope they like my homemade presents they will get. But mostly…
I really want a haircut.
This has been a random blog post.